MomsLife

Well…it’s been a LONG time since my last post.  Life got a bit busy with work, school and being a mother and wife.  Busier than expected.  Things are winding down now, and I am staring into an uncertain future.

Here I thought, when I went back to school, that I had it all figured out.  Two years later, and I’m more confused than when I started.  All the plans that I had in mind, have fallen to pieces, and now, I’m writing final exams, and wondering what life has in store for me after this.

I didn’t assume that I would be so great, that I would find work as soon as I completed school, but I was optimistic.  I had hoped that with my experience, and education, that getting interviews would be a shoe-in.  That’s not the case, and having sent out numerous resumes, here I am…still waiting.

It’s not that I don’t think something will come along, I know that it will, but how do I get there?  How do I stay motivated to continue to try?  Why is it that life seemed so clear two years ago, and now I feel like I’m sitting in a fog, not sure when I’ll emerge again?

I know that I have to keep on trucking…that’s a give-in, but some days, I just don’t want to.  On the bright side, I should have more time to write!!  So….stay tuned!